Emsdreamsandnightmares

I am not sure where to start with writing about my life and how I feel so I just felt like I'd jump right in. Today is Wednesday 20th July 2023 and just about 10.30pm. I'm feeling sad and vulnerable and generally completely lost to say the least. Over two months ago (although I am crying like it was yesterday) I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. It feels bizarre to type that *I have Cancer* but there it is. It all started at the end of June this year. I had just reached the 3 month recovery time for a major laparoscopy which treated Endometriosis. I was back at work, starting to think about the future and feeling very happy because I thought I was finally going to get the things I wanted in life, and they seemed like such simple things. My partner (Mike) and I had spoken about starting a family and always wanted to buy a house of our own first. Things got in the way inevitably, being out of work, money worries, I had a car accident in 2019, and then shortly after Covid hit and